Head vs. Heart

The battle between my head and my heart is a constant struggle. Sometimes harder than others. When a decision is made with my heart my true connection to my intuition life feels easy. I feel joy and excitement, I feel open and happy. This past week I was in a position where I was led by my head and shut down my heart in order to cope with surviving my decision. Ultimately, I couldn't stuff down the rationalization of this decision and changed my mind. Pages of pros and cons list pros being longer but a feeling I couldn't shake. I call it dread. My stomach hurt, digestion issues, preoccupation, going against my instincts. When I finally made the decision (which was ego driven) I was bathed in so much relief my body flooded with possibilities of my life ahead. I felt so much gratitude for what is infront of me and the life I have the pleasure of living. Relieved my heart is back in the drivers seat and amazed life still throws me curve balls to test me. Heart led and bathing in life's beauty, I'm back.