I Don't Care About Feelings

I don’t care much about my feelings…anymore. I used to scan myself for what was going on inside my head and body. All. Day. Long. I’d look for subtleties and synchronicities in my current life past experiences and future. I'd scan myself like I was an antenna looking for what to do next. It was the most exhausting life. It was something I did to avoid my actual real life (I know this now). It was an escape. A place I would go. Now I live grounded and present. I am here fully. I’m not worried about my thoughts passing or what they’re saying or trying to analyze. I’m not worried about my feelings because they are always flowing and guess what, they don’t matter! (I really mean this). It all doesn’t matter anymore. I spent most of my life in my head interpreting my life..seeking and seeking. Not living what’s in front of me. Now, I just live. I live with a quiet mind. It feels like heaven and the way life should be lived. I am living my dream life although not perfect. I am living from a deep place of who I am. I am whole. When things are wrong, I change them. When I am sad I cry. When I am happy I smile and laugh. It’s simple. The truth is right there. The way life should be.